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these came in the mail today.. my herbal+music medicinal treatment for my recent heart aching.. haha. that was lame.. but anyway.. this is my own advertisement for the 5th Platoon's own DJ NEIL ARMSTRONG and his mixtapes.. if you wanna get in touch with some soul music from the 70's + old school hip hop and some awesome skills.. go online and listen to his audioclips at www.5thplatoon.com.. its good shit.. TRUST ME! or else i wouldnt be posting this stupid entry.. when eric first played his shit in his car.. he was like arent u sick of all the shit we listen to now.. pop music in general? i was like hell yeah.. he was like the more we get into hiphop or whatever.. we tend to want to go back to its roots u know? and i was like yeah? now i know exactly what he meant .. this dj's mixing talents plus the best songs from the 70's and the 90's makes a couple CRAZY ASS tapes.. trust me.. its the best cd's ive ever purchased in MY LIFE.. these tapes made me a happier person.. happier commuter.. haha.. AND PLUS as you can tell.. hes ASIAN.. so support this NY bred DJ and buy his shit so he can make more for all of us to enjoy!

GLOWING at dream
damn im supposed to be studying for my finals tomorow
oh yeah and one more thing.. i love rihana.. but songs like unfaithful serve no purpose but to make people feel like shiet.. that song should be banned |
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| MY NOTE TO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS
most ppl that have never had a long distance relationship automatically say "oh ill never do long d"..all i have to say to "most ppl" is.. yeah keep telling yourself that.. when you find someone you really care about.. and your roads part ways?.. trust me.. long d is a creeper.. you won't even know what hit you…
after what seemed like forever.. i just wanted to share my thoughts and experiences with long d with everyone that wants to know. so first off.. this entry is in regards to long distance relationships that are permanent and not temporary.. it’s a sad story because most likely .. the time and distance will slowly eat away at your relationship.. like microscopic maggots invisible to the naked eye.. one day you'll wake up and the intimacy you shared with your partner will be gone.. when you lose that familiar closeness.. you open the front door of your happy home for two.. and you welcome in the rest of the world.. long d is the demolition crane ball thing that smashes brick for brick the home both of you have committed sacrifice and tears to build.. it gets better.. the more time you’ll spend away from each other will in turn cause both of you to grow more and more independent.. most couples give up in the first couple weeks which is probably smarter than staying optimistic and hopeful.. optimism and hope are usually great for everything else in life.. what you have to understand is long distance is hopeless.. optimism and hope doesn’t stand for shit.. you can try and talk on the phone.. do everything possible to stay intimate.. but its hopeless because it will hurt... being away from each other.. having to leave each other time after time... that hurt will innately become the foundation of you starting your own independent life.. to doing your own thing.. soon enough you’ll grow used to it.. its only human nature... its human nature to adapt to your environment.. long distance is ugly.. ugly like nasty ugly.. I have to say .. I didn’t see it coming…
I know this entry sounds extremely hateful and bitter.. I guess I am to a certain extent.. b/c long d slowly ate away what I thought was still there.. chunk by chunk.. and now there’s just absolutely nothing left.. wow |
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